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So, I had brain surgery Jan. 18 and with a few exceptions I have spent the time in bed watching tv. Well the first week in the hospital I didn't watch tv. But, anyway. i think today was the last day. I'm done, it's time for some mischief! Last year was so good and bad. i can't even say bittersweet. There isn't a word created yet to describe it. Maybe I should be like Sarah Palin and make one up. hmmmmmm.....maybe later. But, I was looking back through pictures and I had ups and downs for sure but the ups were so great. I miss them! I want a huge up. I actually think I had a pretty good one. When I woke up from surgery and was still really groggy my parents kept telling me I was okay. I was really scared before and wasn't sure I would make it through. But, my parents kept telling me I was okay and they told me I kept saying "Amazing. I love you" It is pretty amazing to survive 2 heart surgeries and brain surgery in a year and a half. So, never mind missing the ups. Can you tell I didn't plan out this post at all? It's just 2a.m. and bored and thinking way too much for this time of night. I know this because I have been also thinking I wished I was a country singer. lol okay, night!